My New Address

This is the last post I make on this blog. Please visit my new Blogspot. Haha, that’s right. You have to find it. (Have fun with hide and seek!!!)

Peace,

Abhishek

An Exhausted Excuse

This is has been a weird week. Too weird. Weird messes with my head. I don’t like weird.

I guess worst of all is that too people have tried ending arguments by using the phrase, “I don’t have to listen to this.” or something along those lines. That’s a pathetic excuse for being unable to have an educated argument. I give up. I’m too tired to write anymore. I didn’t sleep yesterday, and I have a french test tomorrow. Lovely.

Peace,

Abhishek

P.S. I am moving blogs I feel too boxed in using wordpress. I guess it’s time to move along.

Thought Processes on a Monday

I am in a weird mood… Everything feels so wrong. But why? What have I done? Someone out there knows and will hopefully tell me tomorrow. I have nothing better to do as all of my homework practically finished itself. That’s right… just throw together a few lines of randomized words, and you’re done. Hmmm… I may write a poem tonight. But for now, it’s time to take a little time to think about what I’ve done for the past 7 months in India. What I’ve accomplished. What I plan to accomplish within the next 6 months. And personal matters, that only I know. If whoever’s jobless enough to read this post is lucky, I may post my poem here. I am surprised at myself. I may actually use my blog.

Peace,

Abhishek

Random ideas…

Good day, dear Pooja (seeing as she’s the only one that reads my blog). Happy New Year (even though it is February.) I feel weird. I feel different. I am different. I guess I’ve grown as person (physically as well as spiritually). I’ve had my fair share of mayhem and mishaps this year so far, and there will be many more to come (whether i want them or not… lol).

So last week, I went to Rajasthan. I had a great time there and enjoyed my time with my friends. It was an “enriching” experience. I felt greatly humbled at some of the sights I saw on this trip.

However, I feel most importantly that I began to understand people for the first time.  People are a very peculiar race. They are a very uncivilized breed of animal. First and foremost, they are very selfish creatures; only grappling hold onto others for their own good.  I guess there are exceptions, and so far in my life I have met  very few of them. Those exceptions are the people I adore, the people I trust. I honestly don’t know how say this in a nicer way, but the others mostly disgust me. They may be my friends. They may be me enemies. Either way, it doesn’t matter, but the fact that they do things like that makes them selfish. Another major point is that humans are brutish animals. They enjoy fighting and gore. Once again, the few exceptions are my role models. I am shocked bye the fact that I try to keep out of fist fights and try to keep verbal fights verbal makes me a wuss. That’s truly disgusting, and we need to grow up. I don’t mind being called a wuss, but I  mind the fact that people are thickheaded and undeveloped to the point that people are getting hurt and even killed because of their ignorance and their thirst/enjoyment for/at watching blood being spilled. We are considered “developed” and “advanced”, but sometimes, I am shocked that we have more than one brain cell.

There are my thoughts for the week, and I think it would be wise to consider them. I am not saying that I am a saint, or anything along those lines.  I am not a communist, and I am not a terrorist. I am just a teenager expressing HIS biased thoughts on life. I am not unselfish, and I fall under some of the descriptions I just typed out. I idolize people who are neither selfish nor violent, and I aspire to be one someday. But for now, there’s a long way to go.

Peace,

Abhishek

P.S.  I was looking back at some of my older posts. Man, I was crazy.